• believe her

    From here, I hear, from my chair in the corner, too tired, I fear, to do…

  • all along

    all along

    He walked out ahead, tolerating us, tolerating her, tolerating me enjoying her, all a little drunk…

  • health

    Why am I receiving Men’s Health magazine? This is now the fourth issue to arrive in…

  • 007

    © artandinsolence 2016

  • therapy

    Broke my best spatula today, just snapped into three pieces. Was attempting to get under a…

  • imaginationland

    Tired and irresponsible, plain not thinking. What is all this now? I love to think, but…

  • we time

    Yes yes, going to be hanging out with you this weekend, chair and desk, desk and…

  • 006

    © artandinsolence 2016

  • barbarism

    Complete indelicacy, maniacal and severe in its blandness. Brusque movements, rough and choppy, lacking nuance, manners,…

  • decampment

    You touched me Delphic and acute and then took it right back and I wondered if it was…

  • just a thought

    Balance now, yes, balance by default because that’s all that’s left. Followed by…? Well, what? Answer…

  • salaried

    I see my salary as if it were a tangible thing, but I never see any…

  • encounterings

    They meet, an encounter, chance, for there is no other kind, and they watch and listen…

  • 005

    © artandinsolence 2016

  • nothing something

    You were on pins and needles all day, waiting to hear from me—or so I assumed,…

  • dimension

    On my couch tonight trying to feel her through the wish for full-blooded besidedness, feverish, imagining…

  • difference

    Sorry for your loss, hello, pleasure to meet you, sorry for your loss, pleasure, sorry it’s…

  • 004

    © artandinsolence 2016

  • profiling

    Well, here goes. I’m a thirty-something Capricorn (textbook), Christmas Eve baby, six-foot-five, 220-ish pounds, 100-ish kilos,…

  • somerset drive

    Canoeing with my dad on the Shenandoah. The smooth river winding along, trees leaning in, sitting…

  • burning

    “You hear about the fire?” ? “There was a fire—a fairly big one, I think, in…

  • nice / love letter

    I could write you a love letter right now, and I don’t know why, or why…

  • 003

    © artandinsolence 2016

  • nowhere, now here

    Read books, I swear I have, real ones, quite a few, in fact. And I suspect I’ll…

  • open

    I’ll always be here for you, she says. When was she ever and what is this…

  • 002

    © artandinsolence 2016

  • painting

    We all go through it, we’ve all been there, that’s life, it is what it is,…

  • cold

    A train horn in the distance tonight, long and low, makes me think of home. We…

  • fortune

    The shoeshine guy from the store across the street walks by me on the sidewalk as…

  • letting, going

    Something, someone keeps saying you’ll always be here. I can still hear it, and it sounds…

  • again

    Fuck you, 2015, year, you. You and your predecessors, most of them, some of them, a…

  • birthday/look who bought a couch

    My eighth birthday in this city, a week ago, in my eighth year here. What did…

  • why

    Well hello new, you don’t know the first fucking thing about me, do you. No question…

  • untitled

    I’m looking for you. Because this is terrible, and I need you to say, yes, it’s…

  • missing

    I know now. I now know. I know all about missing. I get it, after all…

  • 001

    © artandinsolence 2015

  • what’s new

    When this year began I was busy saying the city might be my salvation because I…

  • monique

    Monique speaks French and I tell her that’s nice, but not in French though because I…

  • recovery

    Life gets ugly, we know that, it’s right as rain and true as glue and clear…

  • dreaming

    I saw my daughter in a dream last night, only I don’t have a daughter. I…

  • facts

    facts

    I have a new job. It’s better than my old one, and the one before that…

  • away

    away

    This is personal. I’ve been away, again, and I left right at the moment of swearing…

  • losing

    She gets on the train in the morning and sits nearby, just happens to, like she’s…

  • New

    Dec 31 Cleaning my stove and refrigerator on new year’s eve is perfect because it doesn’t…

  • fitness

    Contrary to what my employers seem to believe, I am extraordinarily unfit for my day job which…

  • publications & major awards

    When I was a bright-eyed, bushy-tailed part-time grad student and full-time, spectacularly underpaid university office staffer,…

  • kerouac face

    kerouac face

    It is a little-known fact that Jack Kerouac was the first howler monkey to break into…

  • re-enchanted

    re-enchanted

    Sorry, buddy. I was gone for a while and I owe you some kind of explanation.…

  • morning

    morning

    Morning is the time to let thoughts think. That’s the thing about it. I think. Just…

  • real

    None of this is real, right? I’m just making it up as I go, imagining? Monday.…

  • time

    time

    Time flows like a rain-swollen river, carrying the detritus of hopes, dreams, regrets, certainties and uncertainties,…

  • cover letter

    Dear Sir or Madam or Mr. or Mrs. or Whomever, Whatever, You, Person, I’m writing this…

  • traces, empty spaces

    traces, empty spaces

    I wander around crowded places looking for empty spaces, traces of life and activity. This predilection to…

  • origins

    origins

    This is where I’m from, roughly. It is also, now that I am away, an island…

  • leave me alone

    leave me alone

    Where does Thesaurus.com get off suggesting I “meet Chinese lady?” I came for a synonym and…

  • closer

    closer

    Seeing this makes me feel closer, just closer, no matter how far away I may be…

  • inspiration

    inspiration

    Very inspiring. I always thought this was a one-man job but maybe I should swallow some…

  • enough!

    enough!

    This is what happens when I’m trying to write but nothing seems to make any sense,…

  • truth

    truth

    This is the cave in which doubt, fear, and inhibition speak in whispers lightly amplified, echoing…

  • falling out

    falling out

    I fell out of love here—well, not so much fell out of love as a love, the longest-lived and…